#FJHFHJJFHH IM EXPERIEMENTING WITH A DIFFERENT FORMAT

[limbodouman]

tvdu / oc. ryoma takeuchi. nonbinary. he/they. ― i saw ASHIYA DOUMAN on the streets, you know? the 500 years old HELLHOUND, i think they been around beacon hills for 1 WEEK, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they DON’T KNOW ABOUT breaking the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of broken childhood promises, a blade tainted in blood, the last sneer of a victor, standing up in a row of bowing men challenging someone, two crossroads on a divided path confused and hum fighting gold by coda, you know? [MEI LIU LOVER THAT BETRAYED HER; ]

What was I in this lifetime if not a betrayer?

Douman's life started simple. In a time of change, young Douman was born into a family that wasn't remarkable. Of course he would have been the one in four who were drafted into the emperors court. To stay though took courage. In a time where social mobility was a rarity he wanted it so bad. They could taste it. So he went up the ranks. Of course his job was honorable but with a few caveats. But as he learned the hard way, those caveats would drive ten fold. Being nonhuman would banish him from his men.

 You walk alone in the dark long enough, it starts to feel like the light'll never come. You stop wanting to even take the next step. But there's not a person in this world who knows whats waiting down that road. All we can do is choose. Stand still and cry… Or make the choice to take the next step

Mei that was the light to him. A light that shone beautifully in those ancient streets. Was that why he told. Because he didn't want that light to stop, was he that selfish? Probably.

The damn devil-I feel like I veer closer and closer to hell each day.

His knowledge on the nemeton is limited at best. They already know where theyre going so why poke more about Hell itself. He already broke bushido, he knew heaven was the last place he was going. Even less so without Mei.